I am behind hundreds of constellations over last years, where I played the role therapist, representant and patient. Every time I experience this art of revealing the real truth in the process of therapy, I am just amazed with its simplicity and power to relieve truths hidden behind mental perception of patient or therapist. After so many of them, I could get bored, as some patterns are repeating, however I just can’t. Behind every session there is a different unrepeatable story of unique human being who was brave enough to step into therapy and open self to the real true origin of own suffering or unhappiness.
I should not call it magic anymore, as it is pure work on energy and not influenced information, however I do, as both family constellation session and results shown by consciousness it creates in patient after are just unbelievable. It’s not about patient. People who participate and are called as representants are usually benefiting from the magic chain of corelations and coherency of the role they play with their own healing process or experiences. Consciousness is created in any aspect. There is no coincidence in regards of people who are patients, who are representants, and who is the person driving constellation as they are are always connected in with unique synchronization of events and story.
Many times I could feel like for no reason all in my life was kind of preparing me to go to the session of someone as representant, to be able to experience the role that I came to play and learn from it. Then I assisted firstly channelling information of people who were similar to me from the way of being of from the experiences or from the patterns or thinking I came to heal. I was ablet to feel them, without difference if they were still on this world or not, up to physical pain or sickness encysted in their body, following the energetic blockage they had impacting patient for whom family constellation session was done.
I could not believe at the beginning, how it could be possible that representing someone that I have never met, being empty bone “hueso hueco” channel and medium for information only I was ablet to react feeling, knowing, speaking and answering to the questions raised by director of constellation or by patient. I could feel that someone is my kid, my father, my mother, my family, my couple and I was clearly able to express what I feel… well not what I was feeling… but the person who I was representing. It was shocking.
One of the typical scenarios, especially during fist sessions for patients are scenarios when representants of parents are asked to do kind of time travel to the moment when they met. When I saw that during my first constellations session I was a patient, I though it was a joke and scam, or that someone was taking a piss of me and was about to leave and go home. All changed when time of my constellation came, my parents were called and someone also represented me so I can look what was happening there. I literally could not believe, but representants of my parents really were behaving like them (including gesture and mimic). On top entire story to the place and situation they met, together with history that was presented there was true (there was just no way that therapist and representants in different country, not speaking native language of my parents, not talking that these people never met them, could have this kind of info). Did not know who and how, however it was happening and it was real. All changed when after various constellations and progress with my own therapy and changes I realized in my life, I was called to be representant for someone. Playing role of someone’s father, asked to travel in time to the moment when I met my future wife, I felt being attracted and love someone who in real current life was 20 years older than me and totally not in my type. Similar feeling was occurring when I played a role of being couple of someone in different constellations and scenarios.
How to call it? It was nothing that could be physically described by science or ever explained in books, but was happening. Me IT project manager, was experiencing that… magic, energy, information directly from the unadulterated source of information.
Later on with experience and getting more into the process I started not only feeling but also receiving kind of visions about situation from the life of the person that I was representing. Structures, tunnels, holes in the ground, situations from current timings or from the past. I saw someone being Teutonic knight, kid who was waiting for their parents, wife waiting for beloved solder who never could come back from the battlefield and many more situations that were helping to understand the patterns or perception of life that were inherited from others and were impacting patient in current life. Fortunately during sessions they were often understood, new energy without this traumatic information was introduced and from that moment blockage was removed to allow patient new life without error in perception.
At the end of every session, there is a closure where pure energy without experience from parents or related to incorrect perception is passed to the patient. It is a kind of another magic act, kind of reset of perception that was making him or her suffering or getting sick, which allows creation of a new one chapter of life kind of from scratch, without bug in the mind or program that did not serves patient anymore… To be Continued
